Scrolling through my social media feeds where everyone is posting their pictures with happy faces, I am sitting here all alone with a bitter coffee in my hand thinking what am I doing with my life. I should be happy but I am not. Why?
*I feel lost.
I had always fantasized about my twenties. Meeting that special someone, touching new heights and going to places which one dreams of. But, all this things seem like a far-fetched dream.
So, first things first, okay! I have a job but, does it means I am happy? Let me get this very straight, I am not in love with my job and even worse is I haven’t even found the love of my life, my soul mate, my companion or whatever people say in those fancy novels. You may say, it’s okay as I have got friends but somewhere deep down I don’t feel I have got anyone whom I can count on in my bad times and it scares me, it scares the hell out of me, I feel puzzled, looking for reasons to be happy in which I am failing continuously.
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Back in college days, I thought it would be fun to face the “real world” but as I am in “real world” there’s not even a glance of fun anywhere and the questions like Where am I? Is this really where I want to be? Am I happy? Is it okay to be scared , and so one keeps lingering over my head.
And as I have stepped in much awaited age ,”My Twenties” , I realized not everything is as simple as it looks. You are completely stuck between what you were and what you are? you would be a complete mess of emotions which would scare you some time. One day, you would act like a matured person and the next day you would want to be home and sleep all day.
One day you would be scribbling on your assignment papers, the other day you would be thinking you deserved more salary.
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Happiness, vacations, romance these pictures look blurred and the question- answers sessions start.
Why did you opt such a career? Why you couldn’t go well with your ex- partner? And why have settled for less?
But as I introspect with my inner self, I realize, I have given over importance to this word,” settle”. Cause ultimately, everyone wants you to be settled. Actually, it’s not our fault, we have been spoon fed by the society to do certain things in certain way only. We are scared of taking chances and then we blame others.
So, move that lazy ass of the couch, it’s never too late, if you still don’t feel that kind of connection with you partner then let them go. If you don’t brag about your job, then give a resignation letter.
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Do something you love and you have been dying to do. Come out from the shackles of 9-5pm jobs. Do something new, even if it means risking your life. Give it your all, show the world what you are capable of, because if not now, then when?
It’s your golden age ,”Your Twenties”. The world is at your feet and energy is running in your veins.
And as someone once said, ‘Lost is a lovely place to find yourself.’
Go discover yourself.