Whoever you are, I can totally feel you. You’re not wrong or negative you’re just feelings struck and it’s okay to feel like that sometimes we all do. Everyone can’t be focused and excited about life.
Let’s say me, I am doing mbbs and I really don’t have a clue why am I doing it. Basically my parents forced me into this. I also felt like running all the time and really numb. But you know what someone once asked me that what this attitude and mindset is even giving me. I am being controlled by my situation. You know it could have been worse. Try to spin it,take up a paper and write what you have good right now. Life is a balanace. Just try to change your view.
1. You have a job
In our country famous for its unemployment even if its just a boring mnc job. You have one. You make your own money. You’re young and you’re independent. (By this time many wouldn’t even be able to complete their degree and you already earn. Hurray! You’re already ahead .)
2. You’re not clueless
Atleast you know that something is not right and you’re feeling lost. You need to change.
You asked for help. Instead of just giving up you asked us for help.
What you can do?
1. Just stop up for a while go out on a vacation. Maybe you will find some direction.
2. Do something which you like for say talking to some old mates, clubbing or maybe just some aerobics class.
3. Do something everyday for yourself and others like giving up a blessing or compliment.
4. Making up a new hairstyle,trying some new dishes.
See if you can’t escape this is your life now. You can’t change your job but you can change yourself and try to make the best of your situation. Its all in your hands.
Life is what you make it, it’s not the circumstances which define you but rather your reaction and perception do.
Bless you! 🙂